1. 2 years ago 

   The agoney of August

   This month has torn me apart.  It has shown me the reality of what is to become.  Besides going through one of the the most emotional mortality checks, my biggest fear was also presented to me.

   I will be alone one day.  I have already had 1/3 of my life disappear.  But the other part is just a matter of time.  With the erruption of words that spread between us, I feared I was losing you sooner.

   With all this experience I have had this month it has taught me a few things.  I will not let things hide inside me anymore.  I will not sit back and watch my loved ones and co-workers deal with abuse.  Nothing is more precious to me than the happiness of the ones I love.

   I have taught you the basics of life.  I’ve taught you to step up for the underdog.  But do not be the underdog.  Do not let people trample you dreams of love.  All that matters in your life is yourself.

   For one of you:

   It is time to be selfish.  Do not let the demon’s run your life. The devil will always tempt you with love and gifts to win you back.  How much do you want to endure. Take a break and see how things change.

   For the other:

   How hungry do you need to be.  Don’t let the world toss you aside.  Go out there and kick it’s ass.  You know you have it inside you so pull your head out of the turtle shell and mutate.

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